Blah Blah time Again !

I am doing what I love doing the most and that is "listening to songs".its 11 pm almost so i m being civilised enough not to disturb my neibhbours hence i m on headfones:D
doob gaya haiiiiiiiii jaise dard mein dil.... aasoon bhari hain ab aankhein ...LOL... no i mnot getting senti! these r the lyrics of the song tht i m lissenin to right now.. chalte chalte -frm the movie chalte chalte.Its one of my fav songs.n infact i seem to love the instrumental version more n more whenever i hear it( and tht is almost everyday)

those who know me well can surely bet tht i cannot live widout music.Ineed to be lissenin to something or the other. be it instrumental or vocal ...call it strange bt the kind of effect music has on me is beyond explanations !!
ok i ll try
ummmmmmmmm I dont know about others but music inspires me so much .It makes me feel positive, energetic n rejuvenates my soul:Dn i hve songs for all mooodz.frm heartbroken moments to dance floor numbers.. i hve them all. gosh my imagination n fantasytake such a toll whn i m lissenin to music( ahem ahem plz dont get ideas now !!)for example when i used to study fr exams i used to make it a point to lissen to my fav songs fr 1 hr atleasti used to get my optimism n energy back while i listend to em.i used to imagine of the good times i will have afr the exams r gona get over..go fr eating :D(mujh petu ko khaane ke siwa kuch soojhta nahi tha:P)or hang out.. or anything.and it really worked !!and it still does...
in short - I need music 24 x 7.I used to croon too. 24 x 7. but ab thoda kam ho chukka hai ... earlier i was alone so i cud sing fr my self ne time i wished to. now tht i live wid civilised ppl i avoid displaying my animal instincts .. :P so often singin se yaad aaya. till about 5-6 years back i used to dream of being a singer.i tried for those talent hunts too.. got selected but never went ahead fr sm or the other reason :(ok let me not bloviate ne more... doesnt look nice(blushes )
my mood right now is okkkkk :(.. not good not bad either. thanks to the songs they r keepin me alive.
Its been quite some time that i hve not read a book (berry bad girl!!) so i downloaded too ebooks:D sorry ppl .. i cant buy them ( no i mnot broke.Actually... we dont these books here where i live right now)Was browsing on google n got those two books that i wanted badly !! wow !!!one's love story by Erich Segal n the other ones Atlas shrugged.i am not sure if ll b able to read Atlas shruggeds pdf version.. it runs over 800 pages.n u need alot of attention and focus when u read Ayn Rands books..I remember when i was reading The Fountain Head; initially I thought everything is going above my head( ya ya .. sir se upar) but then i got into the mood and finished it in 5 days :D clap clap.
lets see how long i take to finish Atlas shrugged.
ok now end end of bla bla time !!
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