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Sunday, October 08, 2006

My Maiden post-Better late than never

Andddddddd i am off th mark!!!
It was the yr 2004 when i first heard about blogs(yup that late... blame it on my ignorance &lackadaiscal approach towards everything in life)ever since i gota know wat bloggings all about ... i decided ok.. sure!! i must write too. hmmmmm well first that hectic professional course in a media school kept me busy.. had no time from assingments, ppts, projects and blabla ... bloggin to door ki baat thi ...ok now it was feb 2005.. when suddenly my interest in bloggin was on the rise again n this time a frnd asked me.. gul do u blog?
me - no.frnd- u shld.. me - wat makes u so sure?friend- becoz u can write and u hve an opinion. n neone who has n opinion n has the basic skill of writin(be it third grade even) should blog.Moreover u can write poems , stories articles .. why dont u post them on a blog and let the world read..
me .. (thinkin... dimaag mein ghanti baji !!!!)frnd- come on .. i think u shld take it seriously.

anyways! once again i forgot everything abt blogs once this conversation got over.life after march 2005 got even more busier.. hectic.. n worrysome. with placments on r minds and last moment submission of dissertation and ad making..all i cud think was.. of runnin away to a hill station fr a change.in short dimaag kabhi khaali nahi tha.. kabhi sochne ki fursat hee nahi thi so.. 1 yr gone !!i finished my post grad... took up internship.. quit it... strted preparing fr mba entrances! bloggin??? naaaaaa... still didnt blog !!
mba was a decision ..tht has still not reached a conclusion lol i mean i decided out of the blue widout much thought tht i hve to do mba.ok initially it wasnt a well thought decision , family thought i m evading the idea of marriage and since everyone is chasing the b school tag why shld i b left behind..but now i know why i want it.. how badly i want it n how happy i ll be if i get it ...status quo AS on 8th october 2006 is.. i m unemployed.. a velli and i m not doin mba at the moment..clap clap
CAT MAT SNAP FMS NMAT.. DSE i guess i tried almost all exams but result.. i guess u knw it. had i been studin in a b school now i wudnt hve been bloggin on all this.. even i wud hve flaunted n impressed the readers wid my newly invented HR ideas or marketing principles.. after all ek mba ka blog hota ... style tho hota hee (ok .. no offence.. all those who r pursuing mba or hve done mba... if u read this .. then say this aloud .. GRAPES ARE SOUR:D)
cmin back to my struggle to get into a b school ...my first innings got over on 5th feb 2006 when i took up my last entrance exam i knew the result before it was out... i had no whr to join..i did get calls frm all those local b schools but i cudnot join em... naam bade aur darshan chote... (n look whos talking hehehe)
ok now it was high time i decide wat to do.... as tht was my first n last chance of doin mba as i had this time bound restriction laid down by family.. if i dont get admission in 2006 batch thy ll get me married.. so i had to make it.. tht was one chance i had n i lost it... slap slap !! i had another option .. my last chance n tht was Ip uni ... n can u believe wat i did with the form .. i never posted it :D infact i got the form aftr the last date fr fillin it was over.. pata nahi kya mann mein aaya i never posted it !!! i sound careless i know.bt deep down in my heart i had lost all hope of gettin thru ne whr...not tht my attempts wre half hearted or stuff... at times u know things wont wrk.. n i knew tht i wont make it this yr n i knew it well tht its my only chance..i was planin an alternative n kahaani mein twist... tht i ll tell later
so all in all summary of the above written tale is - i din make it to a bschool nor cud i blog ..
by theway .. i did register a blog last yr on rediff.. wrote one or 2 posts too.. bt then i got so busy (doin wat even i dont know :P)i forgot the password... i retrieved the password n later aftr sm days i forgot the URL ... ha ha ha.. yes this is how silly i can be and i sadly i m :(.
finally... ladies n gentlemen its time to applaud as i hve finally blogged !! n i hope not to forget my password or url ne more...
by the way all the URLs tht i thought wre taken . jus like good guys are already taken .. so i decided on this present name, becoz i m garrulous.. gregarious..chatterbox..!!!

now its october 2006.. i mno more in india..came here 5 months back :( n thr is no single day when idont miss delhi ...
my dear delhi i miss uuu shooooooo much . sigh whn will i get back to u !!
i m here wid parents now.. living overseas.this is whre i was 5 yrs back ie b4 i went to college.. i did my schooling frm here.. grew up here.. i know the local language..for sm reasons i wont mention where i m presently.perhaps in my subsequent posts i might write whr i m now..but fr now keep guessing
tonite i had really promised my self tht gullllllll.. no matter wat u hve to blog... i had in fact prepared a rough draft of my thoughts in my mind ..and guess wat happend???my mom hid the laptop :((
stop laffin .. she really did... !!!bt this din dampen my spirits.. i took up a pen n notebook n strted scrriblin all this tht i m typin now on tht piece of paper...
hehehehehahaha i m writing (yes actual ka writin all this in my diary n will type it whn i get the lappy back :D)
now u mus b wondering.. why was the laptop kidnapped..:(?ok so now i present to u the other side of the story... to begin with i m a night bird. i am awake all nite surfin reading ... chatting googlin n this is why i dont sleep be 2 or 3 and smtimes 4... :O shhhhhhhhh and the consquence is.. i wakeup late ..soooooooo late ...at times whn i getup i see my bros back frm school or everyones thru wid lunch too !ppl r hving their siesta... n thts my morning time !!i hve a unique lifestyle or envious i mus say.. wana peep into it? here u go...i am a sleepaholic... i sleep fr 10-12 hrs becoz i hve nothing to do ... koi kaam de do bhai !!
n i believe best way to kill time is to sleep... earlier if i wrent asleep i wud b hogging.. but tht too is passe now. i was asked to seal my mouth coz of my evergrowing waist size.mera raaashan paani bandh ho gaya n i shed abt 9kgs... :D( i did all this as i was told to slim down to get married.. )now tht i hve lost so much weight m still single... :D:D:D:D:D n i m more than happy ok if not sleepin or hoggin i hd b on net, or reading books or watchin tv or writing poems or lisenin to moojik..( some may wonder what abt frnds. well buddy.. i dont hve ne body or buddy as a frnd over here... its jus me n me alone... dont go out much .. no freakin out wid frnds. n damn i miss it :-( )
and yes in btween al this i do take out times to lay the table fr lunch dinner... iron the clothes.. cleanup d room , hang the laundry... thodi bahot saaf safaai and dusting shusting !!blabla bla
BUT .. I DONT DO MUCH OF IT ( AS ALL SAY )as expected of a good homely nice obedient girll..... so i am a bad girl :(the first reason fr me being so bad n infamous is my sleepin habit...the whole world has probs wid my sleep !!!jealoussssssssssssssssss ... fr them sleep is a luxury n look at me i sleep so much in one day jitna kayee log 2-3 din mein soteh hain
i dont sleep much because i hve no aim in life. i sleep alot because the moment i wakeup i realise no one will let me realize my dreams. hence i m better of sleeping !!yawwwwn. neend aa gayi :P
god this first post of mine seems endless.. you can blame my old habit of typin assignments fr it.. sorry..(y shld i say sorry on my own blog :-l... is ne one reading even ???)
neways fr those who read all this.. i can say tht u can cme back once in a while. i wont b blogging exclusively on me. i hve alot to share n discuss n explore.... this blog will express my perspective on little n bigs things in life
my next post will b a lil intro of me, my dreams and future plans(or i mus saymy future as planned by others !!!)
i will be posting my poems and articles...
n i hope to write much better n not brag much .wish me luck !

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